Buckchodi and me.

Alright!

Its been a long time since I last wrote. Not that I lost my interest or it doesn’t fascinate me any more. Just that I was too busy doing other stuff.(which includes buckchodi, buckchodi, and more buckchodi). Now I’m the kind of person who does a lot of shitty stuff here and there, sometimes even put in real embarrassing situations because of that!, but somehow manages to get away with it. Now that is pretty much the same like all of us right!

Oh btw, if you’re expecting some good feed here, or some kind of thought provoking stuff, I’d suggest you better close this tab.

The reason for writing this post? Simple! All I’m trying to do is to get back into the ‘FEEL’ of writing! I mean its been serious time since I last wrote something here and I remembered the last time I did that ‘Tell me why you cry’, I read it like 10 times and said to myself ‘I’m getting better! Hell Yeah!’ , but then, of course, came other stuff. You know how it is when you’re engaged in an engineering course and that too at Rajasthan technical university. Wait you don’t? Don’t bother! Its not worth it.

You see the basic difference between those engineering students in IITs, BITS, IIITs and us is that they are the gigolos who may or may not have the best sexual intercourse, but somehow in the end will receive a paycheck for their time. And we, on the other hand, are having mercy sex. That is even when we are done, we don’t whether or not we will ever fucking get closer to receiving an amount that my dad sends me per month. Doesn’t make much sense? I know! Neither does this university.

Having said that, what adds to it, is . . . . the BACKS I have. I mean after my 1^st semester exams (In which I scored 70 percent ALL CLEAR!! ) There has not been any semester in which I didn’t flunk. Infact after my 2^nd semester, there hasn’t been a single semester in which I even passed a single subject. Now there may be a list of excuses I’ll come up with to shelter the basic reason which is still unknown! I mean, it might have been lack of interest, lack of knowledge, lack of much needed break after my 12^th standard. But whatever it was, I somehow am now in the final semester waiting for my old back results to see if choosing engineering over architecture was the right decision which I made ultimately on the fact that I didn’t want to spend 5 years doing my graduation.

Now comes the tricky part, what next!? I mean I’m like back to square one when I face this question like most of us. Anyway I’m not going to talk about it. Maybe now after writing about 500 words I now feel I’m back in the feel, so you can probably expect more ‘sensible’ posts from me now. And as for what next right now, I’m going to take a leak. See ya!